Good Day - Dresden Dolls (Ignore the shitty, shitty slideshow)

This song hits me hard. It so accurately describes the way I feel towards my father. The feeling of overcoming pain and rejection but still wishing ill will upon the person.

And when she sings,

“I picked up the pieces of my broken ego
I have finally made my peace as far as you and me go
But I’d love to have you up to see the place
I want to do more than survive, I want to RUB IT IN YOU FACE. OWW”

It’s exactly how I feel from deep in my heart. It just makes me want to scream and cry and howl and rage.

So you don’t want to how I am getting on, dad?

Well lemme tell you, I’m getting better day-by-day. I’m improving myself one step at a time. I refuse to let you control me anymore. I will be someone. I never knew you, which sucks, but it doesn’t matter because you will never know what an amazing fucking son you had!