It's Mah Life: Archive

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The rain can suck my dick.

Dec 26th

Holidays

When the presents really don’t matter anymore, and you really look at what’s important in your life, you realize why the holidays really are worth it. Why it’s not just some tried and true way to please your parents. What irrelevance the presents really possess. How, in reality, there is just so much love out there for you that you just tend to overlook because this...

Dec 26th

Christmas Eve Lunch

Um…Carne asada. You know, I think I’m starting to grow used to returning home for the holidays. :)

Dec 24th

Annoying problems, easy fixes.

You know that old mantra “sometimes you just gotta smack something to get it to work?” Well I never really believed it…until yesterday, holy shit. My laptop is fucked, and the home computer was shitting on me like a seagull. In my frustration, I kicked the fucking thing. It’s been working fine ever since. Just goes to show, even modern day technology needs a little...

Dec 24th

My Family, Part of Myself (Long Post)

I’m a selfish brat. It’s disgusting. I’m trying really hard to open up and give and care, but it’s so damn hard. But I’m progressing. It all begins with my family. I love my family so FUCKING much it hurts. But needing to feel…I don’t know…wanted? Desired? I wind up a phantom at my own home. My mother no longer questions my excursions or actions....

Dec 24th

Break and Life

Break is soothing. Relaxing. I feel myself rejuvenating and recharging. I need to take the reins of my own life now. I must. Otherwise I don’t know where I’ll end up. I need direction, but I’ve been saying that for daysssssssssssssssssssssssssss. It’s now or never though, seriously. New direction, new life, new passions, new experiences. Already, in the upcoming week, I...

Dec 24th

Following up on that photo.

I was talking to someone the other day about my bouts of uncertainty and unhappiness, and truly, I feel that it’s because I don’t surround myself with the right people. This person, who went to hell and back, losing all friends, acquaintances, connections, falling into a ditch of complete solitude, vanished off the face of the Earth, and then returned with a new, strong, core group of...

Dec 15th